Well, many says: "It's just a scar. It will heal."
But really? Behind every scar, it's a story. Most of them, are sad stories.
And I'm not talking about the Scars that you get on your body.
I am talking about those Scars that you get on your soul.
Those Scars that won't ever heal. Even if the wound is closed, and it may seem healed, it is not. The mark will remain, and every little thing will open it again.
And it will kneel you, it will make you scream.
It will make you feel like you want to be dead.
That mark of that Scar will torture you.
After a time, when it will open, will hurt. Twice. Triple.
Will be that deep that you'll cry blood from your eyes, you'll be wishing you could just erase your mind, your memory, you'll want all to be gone... You'll feel alone, you'll need to bury yourself in those thousand cigars, in those thousand glasses of alcohool...
You'll want a new start.
Does the Scars will go?
No.
They remain there, haunting you, making you cry, making you begging for death.
You can't face your pain... Not again... That pain that murders yourself, slowly...
"A broken heart is the only value you have left."
But you never give up.
Because, everyday you get hurt.. Everyday you get a new Scar.
This is how life is...
Hurts you...
And when you're hurt enough, how you think, it doesn't stops. Life pours salt on your wound, to hurt you even more...
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