Is too early for wrinkles and tears. We grow old feeding up with thoughts every night. Too early to miss those whispers that were soothing your wounds, your soul.
Is just too early to have so much things going on, that you just start to cry and kneel when it's too heavy to bear it all alone; to fall into something deep, and have nowhere to run to, have those damned days when life's nothing to you. Is too early to have all those things taken from you, too early to think big... Early to end it. Early to feel alone. Early too say goodbye from those you love, in pain... Too early to have no words to speak. Early to have beautiful moments only when you remember them.
Too early to feel tired at such a young age...And wishing for so many years but never to get it, to be stressed while clenching your teeth because you need to shut up.
To ask yourself if everything is what it seems or your're just lying to yourself...?
Too early to lose faith because of the humility, to believe nothing and nobody, ain't it hard already? Because when no-one forgives you, there's God to.
Is too early to live without safety, what you can't buy, to put in the balance...?
Without any arrogance, forget about everything. Forget what they've said, you've got a goal.
Is too early to wake too early, to be always storm in your soul whatever weather... Everything around you to feel so hollow, because honestly.. I wish I'd feel this later.
It's my life, these are my nightmares. I'm trying to wake to get rid of them, to breathe gentle, to feel that time goes by for me...
You know... Sometimes there's just too many coming. One after another and we can't deal with them anymore. It seems that what's bad comes too early and too fast, and what's good lasts only for a short while...
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